I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

   I haven't wrote for more than a week, excuse me!! This time my inspiration's only last two days of despair that I spent in the school. When something brings be down all I need is just a couple of good narrations and poems to enjoy my suffuring. And my good friend Sylvia Plath os always there. Her expressive poems sound even more emotional when she reads it so cold and patient.. Sometimes I prefer more emotional reading, but I think that the real feelings are too deep to come out with loud histerical shoutings. If you want to shout it'd never be poems, it would be something rude and rageful.

  But maybe everything's not that bad)).I've got to tell you some more about what had happened in my life.

  There's something about fashion, it must be a fashion blog, right?? I forget all the time. Here's my new sweater that my cool mom brought from China. I think that clothes from there aren't of very high quallity, and I look like a hipster, but it's so cute that I couldn't do anything to myself ton to wear it!! All in all, it's a little bit of punk too.

  Yeah, this is such a cool record)) And I like the skirt, to be honest it istwo skirts, I wear one over one. It's funny that the white skirt left after I was dancing.)

 

  Look at that amazing fireplace!! It is in my beloved cafe called "French Bakery", we got used to drink tea and have tasty croissants there with my friends. The place is so cosy!! 

  We went to a Christmas Fair on Sunday. There was so much of beautiful things to buy, but I didn't as I want to save some money for the presents to my family and friends for the holiday.h, I wish they gave me something really nice as well!! There were awesome decorations.

   

  This is the barrette I've made of paper to wear this Christmas. Now I wear it every day!! Holly is symbol of happyness for me because it's always assiciated with the best day of the year!!

  And it's quite soon!!)

Princess of Vampires

  It's time for my new post!!
  A couple of days ago I've found a lot of my childhood's photos. I think it's amazing that I changed a lot but still the same.. Still those eyes, still those cheeks, even some clothes stayed. But as you can see my hand became loonger and hair darker :)

 

  I started studing runes.Though it's not very easy, it's interesting and I can write a bit, but it's very far from being able to translate acient books and letters. Maybe you can translate what is written here on my hand, huh??) You can do without wasting time to study.

  Preparing to Christmas started with buying a cool vintage vampire's-like dress. It's made of dark-purple, almost black velvet, with fake diamonds and laces. Sorry for the quallity of the pictures, they are made on my ipod, honestly. OKAY all my pictures are. I also use my favourite purple lipstic which as I often say is of beet-colour. My boots are H&M, dress is "Second hand". I'm going to wear stripped black tights and black boa if I find money to buy it :DD

  I like how my hands look on this photos. These are probably most beautiful parts of my body.

  And all is because I have just watched "Interview with a vampire". This book is one of my favourite ones and the movie starres Kirsten Danst and Tom Cruise, I think they are awesome!! That is why I've drawn those strange vampire picture.

  Have a nice week!!

Gloomy doesn't mean never fun

  Hello again!! Today I went to the museam of Alexander Pushkin (a famous Russian poet if somebody doen't know). It's not my favourite author but it feels so great to be on the place where that really great person lived. Though I'm not a big fan of our city, some photos of it make me smile 'cause I think I'm a gorgeous photographer, hahaha). It's gloomy and melancholic and sometimes it's even creepy. At least at night when nobody's on the streets.I live in the cenre so I can enjoy cool sights. Look at that tower, Admiralteystvo. How do you like it?? Europe, hell yeah!!

  But now let's talk about other news I've got.
  Today while playing maphia (you guys play it??) I fell in love with a card called "Maniac" (exactly about me). There's a girl who is going to kill a wonam with a knife, AAAAAAAH!! I love it!! So I was given the card as a present. Have I already told you I love old photos??

  And now it's just a little bit about style.) Here I put photo of my favourite pink shirt. It reminds me of japanese lolita style and I adore it!! And then. just a couple of my insane scetches, that are never to be used anyhow. I can't make clothes by myself, but I can draw it. So I show it to you.

  I'd give everything to have shoes and hair like those. I'm a strange-slothes-maniac!!

  Have nice weekends. Bye!!)

13. 27.

  Heeey!! I though that nobody's interested in this blog, but I was quite wrong.. So I'll continue to write here.)

  We had a very strange holiday. We had one more session of talking to ghosts. Charlotte Bronte told us much of interesting and frightening things at the same time.. For example she said that after death there is no heaven and hell, and it's all just like an endless void. And I thought: oops, it's exactly what I used to be afraid of.. But still I wish that I will live for longer than 13 years. Missis Bronte said I'm gonna die and 27.. I just don't have to take it seriously.
  This is my new ouija board!! I love it, it's much prettier than my 1st one.

  Yesterday I went to my mom's house. She gave me some clother, soon I'll put the photos here!!  This is the photo I took yesterday just for fun. I like the hairdress but she couldn't give it to me because it's needed for her tomorrow's photoshoot. Okay..(

  Finally I'm obsessed on Florence + the Machine. She's so talented I can hardly not scream of envy. And the most horrible is that Welch has a side-project singing Green Day covers. It's.. bloody cool, I love Green Day's "Nimrod"!! Hahaha yes, I'm that kind of losers. Oh, I was going to talk about Florence. She's musical genious, one of those young gods of music!! I don't know what style is this music, I don't care much.
  And I also love her clothes and face.

The bright side of the depression

  Well I'm happy if you are reading my blog again!!
  The last days I can't stop singin "I feel charming, oh so charming, it's alarming how charming I feel!!" hahaha. And actually that's true, as I feel really nice. There are some reasons. For example I've got "A" for PE. It happens rarely, such rarely that you can see a fish flying more often. I even got a good mark for math, and seems like hell is going to freeze out very soon.

 

  I've made that photo yesterday on my ipod to be honest, but I'm proud of the colour and of the way that this certain look - it's so misterios and "Jane Eyre 2011"-like, haha. I think it's cool, isn't it?? OKAY OKAY I know nothing about photography and making photos and I never gonna be like all those cool fashion bloggers. I'm not trying to do. I'm just being myself.

  The last new thing is the most fabulous for me. For the firts time it my life I resieved a real POSTCARD. You can see it on the photo above.. You know, it was sent by my dear friend Jeliza Rose, she lives in the same city that I live in, but she just likes to send postcards to anyone. And I like to resieve them, so, well.. It's about one of the spirit seanses. Oh my, I'd like to send anyone a post. You can leave your adresses in the comments and I promise to sent you anything :DD
  I think that's all I wanted to say, darlies. Please leave a comment or something, I'm so tired of being ignored!!

Sarah

  Heeey guys, if you are reading this, I am very happy!!
  Today I had an olimpycs in English. In Russia most of the children take some tests, that give them a chance to go anywhere overbroad or just figure out how good they are in some language.. I'm very exited and I want to know the results, but I won't do very soon.

  Have I allredy told you about my theatre club?? It's where we make some perform to show them on the real scene. Today our dirrector said that I acted very well, so I am fool of happiness. If you saw our play, you'd love it!! It's kind of a fairy tale, but with notes of tragedy and serious things about relationships in the families, cleverness and jealousy and many other stuff!! OKAY I stop talking about things you're not interesting in.

  What I am realy impressed by is old photographs.. These ones are of Sarah Bernardt, a famos courtesan of the XIX century (OMG she's  my namesake haha). She wasn't very beautiful if you consider her from the modern position, but in those times gentelmen and even kings gave her so much just to enjoy some time with her. I like Sarah much and I learn her story.. I she a really enchanting woman.
  The vantage photos make me feel the spirit of that time. People then live just in anothers case, so now they would seem to be very strange.. Sometimes I feel like conversation with the dead is so much more interesting with the alive.. Persons who lived ages ago understoond the device of being a human better then we do. And I like to be in touch with ghosts because I feel like the world of them is where I belong.. Hahaha maybe I'm not quite right. Let it be)

  ThanxXX much for reading the post, darlies ;DD

First Post. Don't pass by

  I'm glad to tell you I finally start blogging in English!! But to be honest I'm not sure is my English would be very nice. I'm gonna do it just for fun, but if you don't like it, better ignore it. If you are interested, welcome!!
  Should I tell about myself now?? My name is Sarah, I'm 14 years old schoolgirl livivng in Saint Petersburg. My hobbys are listening music really much, calling  spirits, wasting money in commission shops and hanging out all alone. It won't surprise you that I love the "Style Rookie", Courtney Love and vintage clothes. Though not less that half of teen blogger girls are fans of these,  I still think I'm kinda special. I should mention it's not a fashion blog, it's more like just a blog about things I love.
  I have another blog in Russian, but it's nothing for you if you don't speak the language. There I tell all the thoughts I have, but now I'd like to put it right here. If you wonder, that blog was just Out Of Generation . 

  Well, I think it's enough for the first post, right?? I need your help if you know anything about blogging that could help me, have an advice or noticed a mistake. Thank you a lot, wish we'll make friends!! In a couple of days I will write here again, Goodbye!!