I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead

   I haven't wrote for more than a week, excuse me!! This time my inspiration's only last two days of despair that I spent in the school. When something brings be down all I need is just a couple of good narrations and poems to enjoy my suffuring. And my good friend Sylvia Plath os always there. Her expressive poems sound even more emotional when she reads it so cold and patient.. Sometimes I prefer more emotional reading, but I think that the real feelings are too deep to come out with loud histerical shoutings. If you want to shout it'd never be poems, it would be something rude and rageful.

  But maybe everything's not that bad)).I've got to tell you some more about what had happened in my life.

  There's something about fashion, it must be a fashion blog, right?? I forget all the time. Here's my new sweater that my cool mom brought from China. I think that clothes from there aren't of very high quallity, and I look like a hipster, but it's so cute that I couldn't do anything to myself ton to wear it!! All in all, it's a little bit of punk too.

  Yeah, this is such a cool record)) And I like the skirt, to be honest it istwo skirts, I wear one over one. It's funny that the white skirt left after I was dancing.)

 

  Look at that amazing fireplace!! It is in my beloved cafe called "French Bakery", we got used to drink tea and have tasty croissants there with my friends. The place is so cosy!! 

  We went to a Christmas Fair on Sunday. There was so much of beautiful things to buy, but I didn't as I want to save some money for the presents to my family and friends for the holiday.h, I wish they gave me something really nice as well!! There were awesome decorations.

   

  This is the barrette I've made of paper to wear this Christmas. Now I wear it every day!! Holly is symbol of happyness for me because it's always assiciated with the best day of the year!!

  And it's quite soon!!)

Princess of Vampires

  It's time for my new post!!
  A couple of days ago I've found a lot of my childhood's photos. I think it's amazing that I changed a lot but still the same.. Still those eyes, still those cheeks, even some clothes stayed. But as you can see my hand became loonger and hair darker :)

 

  I started studing runes.Though it's not very easy, it's interesting and I can write a bit, but it's very far from being able to translate acient books and letters. Maybe you can translate what is written here on my hand, huh??) You can do without wasting time to study.

  Preparing to Christmas started with buying a cool vintage vampire's-like dress. It's made of dark-purple, almost black velvet, with fake diamonds and laces. Sorry for the quallity of the pictures, they are made on my ipod, honestly. OKAY all my pictures are. I also use my favourite purple lipstic which as I often say is of beet-colour. My boots are H&M, dress is "Second hand". I'm going to wear stripped black tights and black boa if I find money to buy it :DD

  I like how my hands look on this photos. These are probably most beautiful parts of my body.

  And all is because I have just watched "Interview with a vampire". This book is one of my favourite ones and the movie starres Kirsten Danst and Tom Cruise, I think they are awesome!! That is why I've drawn those strange vampire picture.

  Have a nice week!!

Gloomy doesn't mean never fun

  Hello again!! Today I went to the museam of Alexander Pushkin (a famous Russian poet if somebody doen't know). It's not my favourite author but it feels so great to be on the place where that really great person lived. Though I'm not a big fan of our city, some photos of it make me smile 'cause I think I'm a gorgeous photographer, hahaha). It's gloomy and melancholic and sometimes it's even creepy. At least at night when nobody's on the streets.I live in the cenre so I can enjoy cool sights. Look at that tower, Admiralteystvo. How do you like it?? Europe, hell yeah!!

  But now let's talk about other news I've got.
  Today while playing maphia (you guys play it??) I fell in love with a card called "Maniac" (exactly about me). There's a girl who is going to kill a wonam with a knife, AAAAAAAH!! I love it!! So I was given the card as a present. Have I already told you I love old photos??

  And now it's just a little bit about style.) Here I put photo of my favourite pink shirt. It reminds me of japanese lolita style and I adore it!! And then. just a couple of my insane scetches, that are never to be used anyhow. I can't make clothes by myself, but I can draw it. So I show it to you.

  I'd give everything to have shoes and hair like those. I'm a strange-slothes-maniac!!

  Have nice weekends. Bye!!)